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Life is ice, enjoy it before it melts :)
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something. The faithful see the invisible, believe the incredible and then receive the impossible. Life is a journey that is not meant to be made safely. I want to live my life in a way that when i get really old, i look back at my life and say: aaah I lived it, not survived it.
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kimberlyganmingli :) i don't want to grow up.
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Rain, wash away the pain.
 So, well, today, i feel down, yet again. Its a mix feeling of anger and confusion, you just feel like lashing out at someone you know?! but i have no one to blame but myself. Netball practices aren't something to look forward to anymore. I used to be so pumped up about it, now im constantly looking at my watch till time passes by. Many times i've question myself, why not quit and just move on? But the truth is, I dont want to be a quitter, and also cause i REALLY want to get into the team, so badly. It doesn't really matter what position, but just to be given the chance you know? Yeap, that feeling. I'll try my best, but the best seems to not be enough. But im still hopeful, pressing on :) hoepfully this fridays training will be better. I NEED TO FOCUS. I didn't know how painful insults could be, until now.  Coach : " ARE YOU STUPIDD AH?" " MY GRANDMA CAN PLAY BETTER!" " I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING YOU" yeah. critism is hard. But like what my friend told me, to not dwell in the past, but keep moving forward. I think my self esteem is very unstable, like jelly. all wobbly, and people say i tend to think too much. But hey, i'm human right?  SO, my relatives came over on the last day of CNY, i loveeee them, honestly, they're a real Christian-loving people, Uncle Philip is so cool, seriously, he works on a Cruise Ship, a Christian Cruise ship, and has sailed probably around the world. He collects different instruments, like real COOL ONES! there's this box thing, called a kahoop, from Moscow if im not mistaken, and he has this jingaling thing you tie around your leg, and it well, it jingles :) UN DAY was recently over, will update about that soon :) SCHOOL TODAY! was fun as usual :) I have such nice friends la. They have such cool ways of saying 'hi" Yeek Zheng : YO, kim *fistpunches* Joshua : HI KIMBERLY, *pulls hair* Kim Tan : Oh, look, A flat is here. Yvonne : *givesthelook* hiiii? Vincent : *poke* HI. Ryan : hmm, he doesnt really say hi, he skips that part and goes straight to the talking x.x         Joshua is a really nice guy, one of the easiest people to talk to :) for a guy, he's pretty understanding, so yeah, i like him for that, thankyou for listening to me. And ESTHERKHOO! Ahh, today during computer I finally had a long conversation with her! And seriously we are very alike in many ways, in thoughts especially. And vanna lee of course, for being the ultimate buddy that makes her so adorable :3 Tsin hoong is also a very nice person to talk to, though he's quiet, he's pretty funny, and that goes with kai wen too X) funny guys. and ben, who never fails to make me laugh cause he's so lame. And the two K's,KAT AND KATH, who laugh with my at everything. Wye shaun, *points* :) he makes everyone laugh with his girl walk. Yeunhui, Ke-Xin for being such lovely people. And nisa, for being there whenever i need encouragement to JUMP! ANd dont forget my prefect friends who have been the best! And lastly, jon, for being such a wonderful person in my life. I thank God for such nice friends :) " A friend is someone who would hand you an unbrella in the rain, but a best friend would take your unbrella and say ' RUN LOSER RUN!" Geddit?  i shall end my post with this picture. hehe.  hopefully yes. xx. kim. |