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Life is ice, enjoy it before it melts :)
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something. The faithful see the invisible, believe the incredible and then receive the impossible. Life is a journey that is not meant to be made safely. I want to live my life in a way that when i get really old, i look back at my life and say: aaah I lived it, not survived it.
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 okay, enough sappy stuff.. HI! i dont know what im doing blogging so late, but i felt bored while doing theory so i decided to post something. I have science presentation tomorrow, and guess what, im in a group with three guys, eikhuan, ryan and kenneth. kenneth, as usual, said he doesn't have powerpoint at home, so he doesn't know what to do.well screw him la, go find a solution la. sighh. Hmm, i wasn't in a really good mood, so thats when i tumblr, yeah, its stupid, but somehow the pictures can somehow read your thoughts, and it makes you smile at least :)  
 someone i can definitely count on ;) for now. kim. Rain, wash away the pain.
 So, well, today, i feel down, yet again. Its a mix feeling of anger and confusion, you just feel like lashing out at someone you know?! but i have no one to blame but myself. Netball practices aren't something to look forward to anymore. I used to be so pumped up about it, now im constantly looking at my watch till time passes by. Many times i've question myself, why not quit and just move on? But the truth is, I dont want to be a quitter, and also cause i REALLY want to get into the team, so badly. It doesn't really matter what position, but just to be given the chance you know? Yeap, that feeling. I'll try my best, but the best seems to not be enough. But im still hopeful, pressing on :) hoepfully this fridays training will be better. I NEED TO FOCUS. I didn't know how painful insults could be, until now.  Coach : " ARE YOU STUPIDD AH?" " MY GRANDMA CAN PLAY BETTER!" " I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING YOU" yeah. critism is hard. But like what my friend told me, to not dwell in the past, but keep moving forward. I think my self esteem is very unstable, like jelly. all wobbly, and people say i tend to think too much. But hey, i'm human right?  SO, my relatives came over on the last day of CNY, i loveeee them, honestly, they're a real Christian-loving people, Uncle Philip is so cool, seriously, he works on a Cruise Ship, a Christian Cruise ship, and has sailed probably around the world. He collects different instruments, like real COOL ONES! there's this box thing, called a kahoop, from Moscow if im not mistaken, and he has this jingaling thing you tie around your leg, and it well, it jingles :) UN DAY was recently over, will update about that soon :) SCHOOL TODAY! was fun as usual :) I have such nice friends la. They have such cool ways of saying 'hi" Yeek Zheng : YO, kim *fistpunches* Joshua : HI KIMBERLY, *pulls hair* Kim Tan : Oh, look, A flat is here. Yvonne : *givesthelook* hiiii? Vincent : *poke* HI. Ryan : hmm, he doesnt really say hi, he skips that part and goes straight to the talking x.x         Joshua is a really nice guy, one of the easiest people to talk to :) for a guy, he's pretty understanding, so yeah, i like him for that, thankyou for listening to me. And ESTHERKHOO! Ahh, today during computer I finally had a long conversation with her! And seriously we are very alike in many ways, in thoughts especially. And vanna lee of course, for being the ultimate buddy that makes her so adorable :3 Tsin hoong is also a very nice person to talk to, though he's quiet, he's pretty funny, and that goes with kai wen too X) funny guys. and ben, who never fails to make me laugh cause he's so lame. And the two K's,KAT AND KATH, who laugh with my at everything. Wye shaun, *points* :) he makes everyone laugh with his girl walk. Yeunhui, Ke-Xin for being such lovely people. And nisa, for being there whenever i need encouragement to JUMP! ANd dont forget my prefect friends who have been the best! And lastly, jon, for being such a wonderful person in my life. I thank God for such nice friends :) " A friend is someone who would hand you an unbrella in the rain, but a best friend would take your unbrella and say ' RUN LOSER RUN!" Geddit?  i shall end my post with this picture. hehe.  hopefully yes. xx. kim. Fox Rain
Do not give up hope, When you are down to nothing, God is up to something.  Someone tweeted this today and i think its a real cool bible verse. So I just wanted to share it :) hehe. Helloo. Okay, this is my FIRST blog post for the year 2011, so yay! i became lazy during the holidays, prefered tumblr-ing instead, because they have real inspirational pictures, and i did not really have to write much. Guess i'll start from scratch? hopefully i'll be able to last this time *fingers crossed* :) Well, things have been doing good so far. My tiny problems, are nothing compared to other people who have REAL problems, so I can't really complain. In the beginning of the year, well, lets just say it was not really a good start, New Year's Day wasn't exactly a happy day for me. So yeah. but STILL! Praise God for everything right? :D School has been, cool. Rachel is not here anymore, haven't been talking to her as much. Ahh, i miss her. 3P is a totally different crowd, 4 new students! All girls :P Class has still been quite fun, with ryan always giving me random advice that sometimes makes sense, or sometimes i bet he probably makes them up. He playing with my giraffe pencilbox, which have been given names, CINA names, like xiao dian, char kuay teow, and for now, its Mr. Cow. yeap. Kim Tan is still her usual self, crazy and irritating still, bt a good kind of irritating. HAHA x) Without her i'll probably be twinless. I'm sitting next to YVONNE KONG :D and if you ask her, i annoy her alot with my rants, but her reaction is always the same, she dodges my irritating-ness and ALWAYS is against everything i say. thats why we're the best of friends. Eikhuan is like my partner, in everything! We're taking theory exam together and exams B) hehehe. Hmm, so things are actually good :) Before this, i was a little down, especially with netball training. The new coach, dont get me wrong, she's good, real good. But i guess sometimes her insults tend to bring me down. Even among all the shooters, i know im kinda the worst at it. Every Friday, i go to netball training, like happy happy la, but at the end i go home, feeling ..well, stepped on. It spoils my friday. sigh. I talked to a few people who gave me good advice, to not look at the negative, but the positive side. Its really up to you, how you see it.  hee. thats why i love spongebob :D My mom preached this week :D Hers are usually quite interesting and self-related. She talked about how sometimes, you may feel that God doesn't hear you, or when you pray, it doesnt get answered. Bummer isn't it? And you even come to a point when you doubt, and get angry with God. screaming and crying out, but only to look up and see the ceiling. But you see, its not that he doesn't care for you, he DOES care. He gives us test, sometimes big, sometimes small. Its not that he wants you to suffer or give up, I mean, which father would do that right? He just wants to test your faith. I watched this show fireproof. About this man, who wanted to make it up to his wife, but she ignores him completely. So he asked " How do you love someone, who constantly rejects you?" Sometimes, thats how God feels i guess. Praying works trust me! I'm working on it too, step by step :)  Okay, this is all for now. this isnt exactly a very cheerie post, but its something! hee. lots of love, kim.  |
